One Bright Pearl

As the Universe continues to manifest itself through my five skandhas, a deep sense of Universal enjoyment rises and subsides, moment by moment. With this deep abiding joy comes acceptance, acceptance to what is right here now. And what is right here now, often looks like, feels like suffering, and it is, but it is [...]

It has been an interesting journey this year. I have separated from my wife, had an emotional/psychological breakdown, lived and practiced at Sanshinji Zen Community, kicked methadone, traveled all over the country, laid off from my job, worked for the Obama Campaign, and lived homeless for the last six months. And despite being homeless, reduced [...]

While listening to Shohaku Okumura share his understanding of Bussho 1, he states:
“The power that creates our suffering or samsara, and the power that allows us to practice and create nirvana is the same power…”
It is all our responsibility.
This realization has become koan for me. It has put me on the spot. I can’t [...]

“… it is precisely by seeking the way of the unconditioned, being one with conditions where the ego doesn’t intervene, that is the true repayment of gratitude.”
Indeed. Dana manifested in the way of non-gaining mind. No position to defend.  East gate, West gate, North gate, South gate… No gate, wide open, available.
I have spent [...]